dream i had, but will never come true...

ok, well last night i dreampt that my mom and dad got back together after my mom got out of jail.. we moved into this epic house in amandas naboorhood... the house was soo epic.. and everyone was so happy. my dad didnt drink as much and he got his licens back. My mom got her licens back too. they both had jobs and everything. i went to amandas house everyday, like i always do. I wish everything was perfect. like my dreams....

but i guess things wont ever be perfect like my dreams....

so im in school....

ugh.. i hate when a teacher says somthing like: ask your mom... or what would your mom say..
i cant help but want to feel sad.. i miss my mom.. ughhh.. i cant blam them for saying somthing.. :(

im in school!!

heehee i didnt know i could get on this in school. turns out i can.. it will give me more time to work on my book and stuff.. lol.. this dude wont leave me alone >.< tell him to go away!!!! he is sitting next to me on my right right now.. he had his arm on my leg D: ..
   ok hes gone now... lol