its been a while sence ive talked on here. my life has changed alot. i broke up with amanda.. she got on my nerves alot.. now im dating the most amazing guy every!!! he is every one of the people i have dated and more. i want to marry him. and i know ive said that befor but imean it this time.. <3 11.22.11

Run Into Me

Taylor Thrash "Run Into Me"

Girl you know I might not know your name
But everyday is the same
I hope to see you again
You'd think we're close and you never know
Need someone to hold
Don't wanna be just friends
And lately baby my heart just takes me
Where the wind blows more like where you may go

Baby take a chance on romance
and I hope and pray that you could

Run Into me Like they do in the movies
Like when Harry Met Sally baby thatd be so groovy
I could linger I could sing her a song or two
Fall in love happily ever after we say I do
Run Into Me baby, that would be so cool

Girl you know I want to know your name
And it's a new day
Can I just see you again
You'd think we're close but the story goes I want you to hold
So tell all of your friends
Cuz lately baby my heart just takes me
Where the wind blows more like where you may go

Baby take a chance on romance
and I hope and pray that you could

Run Into me Like they do in the movies
Like when Harry Met Sally baby thatd be so groovy
I could linger I could sing her a song or two
Fall in love happily ever after we say I do
Run Into Me baby thatd be cool

Run Run Run a little closer babe
Stay Stay Stay a little longer babe
Where you gotta be where you gotta go
Don't you wanna see don't you wanna know

ahhhhhhh,

eh :\\

i love you so much amanda, im sorry for snooping.. but i was curiouse.. and once i found somthing.. it hurt me.. it has hite me hard.. i will try to cover it up.. but i wil have to show u this somtime.. and tell u what i found.. i thought u were done with here.. i love you, and i dont want u to leave me,, but if ur still trying to get her..i can wait... :'(

ehhhh, life seems good but underneath its bad... :(

ok, well my mom got out of jail yesterday. and things are good with her. she has stoped drinking. somthing my dad should do.. but yeah,  he might change for machel his girlfriend... they say they love eachother... and i belive that but my dad is just so stubern.. my mom is getting her life back on track.. she is even close enuff for me too see her if i really wanted to.. she doesnt want to take my dad back to coort, but i think thats what gonna have to happen if i want to see my mom.. my dad doesnt even trust her.. its redickules... ive been thinking for a few mins.. what if i moved with her.. would i be to far away from amanda.. i think i would.. but u never know.. but i dont think that would ever happpen... i love amanda with all my life and i dont think i could be enyfarther away from her...

can you be jelouse of ur brother...  i dont know.... but mabye you can.. i feel as if things are going to change becuase of him.. i hope it dont... :|

dream i had, but will never come true...

ok, well last night i dreampt that my mom and dad got back together after my mom got out of jail.. we moved into this epic house in amandas naboorhood... the house was soo epic.. and everyone was so happy. my dad didnt drink as much and he got his licens back. My mom got her licens back too. they both had jobs and everything. i went to amandas house everyday, like i always do. I wish everything was perfect. like my dreams....

but i guess things wont ever be perfect like my dreams....

so im in school....

ugh.. i hate when a teacher says somthing like: ask your mom... or what would your mom say..
i cant help but want to feel sad.. i miss my mom.. ughhh.. i cant blam them for saying somthing.. :(

im in school!!

heehee i didnt know i could get on this in school. turns out i can.. it will give me more time to work on my book and stuff.. lol.. this dude wont leave me alone >.< tell him to go away!!!! he is sitting next to me on my right right now.. he had his arm on my leg D: ..
   ok hes gone now... lol

happy and sad changes, but im still smiling :D

Okay, so me and shawna are friends again. its been pretty good, i guess. me and austin broke up. . . sadface! but its okay, i still love him. i cant stop loving him. why im on the topic about guys, this dude cameron that i like a lil and i love him like a brother keeps telling me to think about going out with him. and cody wants to ask me out from what issac says. i dont want to go out with eny of the dudes in my school cuz it will only cause drama. well, i like a girl now. her name is to be classafid. no for u to know. but she is amazing and well yeah.

~Autumn♥