ehhhh, life seems good but underneath its bad... :(

ok, well my mom got out of jail yesterday. and things are good with her. she has stoped drinking. somthing my dad should do.. but yeah,  he might change for machel his girlfriend... they say they love eachother... and i belive that but my dad is just so stubern.. my mom is getting her life back on track.. she is even close enuff for me too see her if i really wanted to.. she doesnt want to take my dad back to coort, but i think thats what gonna have to happen if i want to see my mom.. my dad doesnt even trust her.. its redickules... ive been thinking for a few mins.. what if i moved with her.. would i be to far away from amanda.. i think i would.. but u never know.. but i dont think that would ever happpen... i love amanda with all my life and i dont think i could be enyfarther away from her...